emmmmm...

Oh...i'm in the homesick mood....miss my family so much!!! :'(

Atiq, a dear lovely fren :)

Allah SWT said,

 “If you never felt pain or experienced problems, how would you know I’m The Healer?”

“If you never made a mistake, how would you know I’m The Forgiver?”

“If you were never hurt, how would you know I am The Comforter?”

“If your life was perfect, then why would you need Me?”

(Hadith Qudsi)

*Take care Ayush sayang. If you need a friend to talk to ayush, kita ada okay. Insya-Allah, Kuat tau, awak mampu! Insya-Allah, kita sama2 doa ya, so that both of us can excel this @_*

*taska sweet memories... Graduation day 2011~

Atiq………. I miss you!!!!!!

   

Manipal- A walk to remember :)

I’ll be going to Manipal soon! Wee~ Atiq n Ninie, here I come syg! This will be the first time I go to Manipal.

*pictures are coming up!!*

We waited for the bus near the ‘Ramluv’ Hotel. I could not wait to ride the sleeper coach bus! So, after walking for quite a distance, meeting some doggies, crossing the hectic road, Alhamdulillah, we finally settled down in the bus at around 8.30pm (which is supposed to depart at 7.30pm). Pity on Nik Khaidir, he had fever so he could not go for this Lagenda.

Due to the Khaidir’s condition, we got extra sleeper. Ain chose to be on the single bed so I got the chance to stay on the double bed ALONE! Haha…I felt like I was staying in a bungalow! After the bus moved, i performed the Isyak prayer. I thought of Solat Witir but, my head was spinning around and I had cold sweat so badly. Thus I decided to lie down.

It was an adventurous, long 10 hours++ journey to Manipal, a new environment, a new excitement.

As the bus stopped by some stations, I woke up. Nearly to arrive, I decided to take a few meaningful glimpse to my CNS note….huh…I had brought them all the way to Manipal, so I got no choice except to at least have a few glance on them, rite? So, I read a few pages of Spinal Cord slides. Just a few….haha…

We arrived at the Tiger Circle at around 6.10am. We quickly grabbed an auto and headed to the New International Hostel. I called Ninie to pick us up. She told us that she wanted to ‘seludup’ us  at first, knowing that the guards were a bit strict. But Alhamdulillah, without Ninie, we managed to ‘escape’ from the guards. Such a sweet escape, Belgaumies!!! I met my lovely Ninie at the lobby and later we headed to her room.

Ninie owns such a sweet, cute room. She loves to cook J I waited for my cutey Atiq to come, and soon…. Tada!!! She appeared! I was indescribably happy and touched that I felt like I was having a reunion with my KMBian girls! Oh ya, Ain Zaffira was there with all of us J I immediately perform Subuh prayer and prepared myself for the 7.30am match!

*thank u so much for the awesome breakfast, roti jala n super pinky comforter! Haha… n thx Atiq for ironing my cloth!!!

I booked an auto, thinking that the auto that was supposed to come failed to do so. But as the autos called by Atiq arrived, I offered the auto to a sister nearby…

“Akak, akk tgah tunggu auto ke?”

“Aah.”

“Oh,akk amek lah auto ni. Saya tertahan auto ni.”

“Eh.tak. akk tgah tunggu suami akk.”

“….Suuuuaamiii…oh..ok..sori2.”

Gulp. ‘Suami’? (Husband) Haha..such an unfamiliar word to be heard in Belgaum, but so familiar in Manipal, they say.

Ok, after we got surprised by the magic word ‘suami’ (husband), we headed to the court. We thought that we were already late but actually, *krikkk, krikkk*

At the Nehru Court, there were only four of us and four dogs. We stared at the dogs, and the dogs also stared at us. Haha…

I found out that the ring of the basket was a bit different compared to usual one. And even the court measurement is not according to standard. We realised that we gotta work harder.

In the afternoon, Ninie kindly invited us to have our lunch at the Medan Selera, an Indian restaurant that serves Malay food. This was the first time I ate the fish!!!!!! Subhanallah. It was simply, AMAZING! Nyum3 J

 *we also had oyster n honey chicken n my fevret, kuew tiaw!!!!!!!! Walla~

After that we headed to the library and the campus shop. Well, the library is huge but unfortunately public could not enter. 

At 4pm, we experienced an adventurous 30minutes journey to the hanging bridge. It was situated at outskirt of Manipal. We crossed the hanging bridge and later we rode the ‘sampan’. This was again my first time having a ride on the ‘sampan’! 

*I touched the water… Tenang…aman damai. Subhanallah. Tenangkanlah hatiku sebagaimana tenangnya sungai ni…

*dah macam ala2 Venice kan? :)

 After that, we headed to Frutz, an ice-cream shop. I bought this ice-cream… Rupee 85= Choco chip + musk melon in cone! So huge!

*See? The choco chips are ‘gedabak’!

It was time to go home. Tiara joined us at the Snack Shake near the Tiger Circle. We had a marvellous dinner there. Thanks Atiq sweetheart for your kindly treat! There was a lovely dish there named ‘potato lovers’… must try if u are in manipal, ok?

I was waiting for the bus no.29 to arrive. I was about to go inside the bus, I gave a farewll hug to Atiq, and I cried. At last, I cried. I hugged Ninie, then Tiara….and I kept on crying. They knew the reason I cried. In the midst of the hectic studies, I definitely need a warm hug from someone. I was so grateful that Allah had given me the chance to have friends like Atiq, Ninie and Tiara. 

 Tiara said, “Ayush, you can do everything, You are going to make it.”

As I was in the bus, she texted me,

“Ayush, u gonna be just fine ok. Jgn risau. Sleep well!”

Tears rolling down…

On my way to Belgaum, we passed a lot of Belgaum’s morning haze! So cold!

 I did not aim for a win in this Lagenda, but I do hope for self-progress. Well, after the game, these were what I learned…

*As a team:

1) Should practice MORE!

2) Passing

3) Grab our ball tightly

4) Find the free space away from our opponents

5) take care of our ‘diamond’

*As for myself:

1) Be MORE CONFIDENT while doing fast break, control the speed n just shoot!

2) Just try the 3-pointer or rebound!!!!! (should be more risk-taker sayang!)

I realised that honestly, my tawakal to Allah was less on that day. This was one of my mistakes. Because in everything that we do, we have to put tawakal to Allah. We only strive, but all the tawakal goes to Allah. 

Alhamdulillah, at 7.30am, we arrived at our campus, rushed to the 8am class!

Thanks Ninie sweet sayang for the first class room, roti jala, jalan2 around Manipal, constructive advice, warm hugs and simply everything!

me+ninie!

Thanks Tiara pretty sayang for waiting, welcoming me in Manipal, posing sana sini, your kind motivated words, warm hugs n everything!

me+tiara

Thanks Atiq cutie sayang for your help to iron my cloth, the Nokia charger, the Snake Shake, the comfort hugs n everything!

Thank you Allah, for the great memories….

i'm home from manipal!!! :)

Alhamdulillah. Just arrived from manipal. Lagenda(sport) has ended yesterday. The first year got no holiday for Saturday. So, we departed on that night and on the next night, we had to leave Manipal. 

In short, Manipal is a lovely place, and most importantly, i met some of my older, dearly friends there.... Ninie, Atiq and Tiara... 

I promised myself that i will write a special post on this...soon, insya-Allah :)

The tgbians legacy- Iffah (Bangalore) , AinTan n me (Belgaum) and Tiara (Manipal)

*gurls, i am still struggling to find the free time to spend on this....do pray for me, ok?

GOTTA BE SUPER STRONG! 

Mampu!!! Insya-Allah :)

*Manipal special post is coming soon...............*

Syazwani Dan-a true fren with a pure heart :)

Assalamualaikum wbt... hi gurls!!!! wah..there have been a LONGGGGGG time i did not update my own 'applemon' ..well, i have been almost 3 weeks in Belgaum, India. I did not feel like on9 n da funniest thing was,,,, I FORGOT THAT MY LAPTOP HAS WIRELESS! aiyoyo..so funny of me! 

Tonight, i just drop by ok... i will not post any lengthy words with so many picture as i always did. hehe...

For now, just a short one..*this is an unexpected, unbelievable of me that i am onlining!!!!!!!! haha

But i wish that i will fix some time that i will write here...oh, i really wish that i will organise myself more!!!! -it is definitely not easy, but i know it is not impossible..huh! AJA!!

Insya-Allah :)

Just browsing my fb... and i found something that really touches my heart... 

Salam Ayush. Sebenarnya kita selalu stalk blog ayush :) :) Terharuuuu :):):) Ayush apa khabar? Okay tak kat sana? Study ok? Dah adapt belum dengan sekeliling? I believe you can brace it, insyaAllah. Semoga segala urusan Ayush dipermudahkan. Sekarang ni dah study Anatomy sampai mana dah? Semua ok tak? Jaga diri elok-elok tau. Rindu Ayush :'( :'( Jangan homesick, friendsick sangat okay? Kuat okay? Love you miss you, fillah. Take care. Salam rindu! :D

*geram btul knape gmbar ni tak bole melintang..haha...but Dan was in the BLACK scarf! 

*elly, dan n hana reza :) super gorgeous girls of my life! 

dan, u are such an inspiration. 

 i miss u...so much. T.T

FRIENDS are meant to be remained in HEARTS n PRAYERS...

I miss you gurlssssssssss!!!!

My MERSING honey gurls!

*me + my darl nazirah ( D.Bend,TGB, tunas saintis 2008)

*me + sweet kamilah + izyan (mersing, 2008)

KMB SWEETHEARTS!!

*me + my first close fren in KMB, amalia yang ayu! ( usrah kelompok, concourse KMB)

*me+ graceful kausar (dewan besar KMB)

*me+my beb syerah!!!! a loyal friend ever! (Kem Remaja sihat, KM Kulim)

*me+ da determined elly! (bio lab kmb rasenye ni..)

*me+the warm-hearted and super cool hana reza! (dewan besar KMB)

*my TOK team + sisters at the back! ~me+beb+ courageous lina (grand dinner da batch, tmn tasik putrajaya)

*me+ my kekaseh beila da captain! (DS KMB)

*sweet ever after~ me+elly+ hana reza+ da super gorgeous dan! 

(dining after UKCAT, food court One Utama)

*me+ the super long fren (smart-mersing-tgb-kmb) the cutey wehi (wahida)!

 (The Manhattan Fish, Alamanda)

TGB DARLINGS!

*me+ funky pico yg comel! (prep malam in 409, TGB)

*me + my twin yang super ayu, Tiqah! (jamuan raya BADAR rumah Abi Nizam, 2009)

*me+ the fabulous fadnor! (hentian tepi highway otw to kulim, 2010)

*me + the sweetest fieqa! ( while waiting for Sheikh Muzafar Shukor, dbend TGB, 2008)

*me + the petite Syerah! (prep malam in 409, 2008)

*me + da cheerful miera ripin! (da same prep malam!)

*me+ the kind-hearted khaty! (waiting for SMS, dbend, 2008)

*me + supportive tiara! (majlis restu tgb, 2009)

*me + my luvly EB02! ~sweet ecah, syiqa jelita, bold raidah!!! 

(jamuan raya TGB, 2009)

Oh friends, i miss you guys so much! Harap korang semua sehat2 walau kat mane pon korang skarang, ok? Smoge frenship kite akan sntiasa diredhai Allah dunia akhirat. Saya doakan korg dapat suami yang beriman, kacak, tampan lagi kaya dan bergaya! hehee.nnti nak nikah, jmput saya taw!!!!!  

Insya-Allah, same2 lah kite terus kuat demi Allah :)

Ceria selalu sumer~

Elly, my dearest girl! Wondergurl of 24th oct~

KMB is a place that had taught me many important things about life. Most importantly, I learned to value friendship more. I never knew that having friends is so exciting because back then, I had some close friends that ‘betrayed’ me-which totally broke my heart apart.

*gurl, this is our first pic when we were in the lecture hall (err..tak ingat name glamour dy! lupe sudah!) for usrah umum..hehe..posing2 dulu b4 dgar usrah

Having her as my classmate was absolutely amazing. She is a very good listener, trustworthy friend who will never fail your trust. I did not have the idea that I would be so close to her that her room was like my second room in KMB. We studied, chatted, ate, laughed, gossiped, cried together. All of the precious moments that I would appreciate for the rest of my life.

*together we went to Zoo Negara with PDK Kajang kids!

*wow! rajinnya dy study! (in LRC, studying chem..hehe)

Hey, today is her birthday! So I would like to send a love letter for her..hehe

Ke hadapan Aliya Najiha tersayang,

                Harap awak sihat2 ye kat Cork. Oh, rindunye kat awak! T.T Awak dah 20 tahun dah tahun ni! Gurl, thank you so much for being by my side through thick and thin kat KMB nad after KMB jugak. Saya tak sangka yang kita boleh rapat. Saya nak minta maaf banyak2 utk segala salah silap n kekurangan diri saya. Saya minta maaf sgt2 sebab selalu ‘menyemak’ kat bilik awak dulu..hehe.. thank you so much sebab tolong saya dalam mcm2 benda. Daripada ukcat, Cardiff, exams and stuffs, terima kasih byk2 taw elly! Thanks sgt2 elly sudi dengar luahan perasaan, cter2, gossip, lawak2 gila sy dulu..lala~. Sangat2 menghargainye!!!! Terima kasih banyak2 utk makanan awk, especially keropok ikan banting yang hanim pon suke tu.hehe. And, thank u so much for letting me stay in your room dengan berbotol2 air mineral besar and buah2an.. haha.

               

 Elly, awak banyak ajar saya pasal kematangan, being independent,

 to believe in ourselves and to have determination in everything that we do. I adored your perseverance and determination so much dear! Oh ye, awak jugak ajar saya to be positive in facing this challenging life! J Saya pernah sedih sangat masa saya xdapat interview tu and I felt like I had no friends who will support me. Saya ingatkan awak dah tak ingat kat saya dah. By that time, I really needed a call that can comfort me. And Allah takdirkan, sangkaan saya yang awak dah lupakan saya tu salah bila satu pagi, awak call saya kan..  Hanya Allah je tahu betapa waktu tu saya rase bersalah n touching sangat2. Allah nak tunjukkan yang awak sememangnya kawan yg baik. So, the fate was you gave me the call. The pain to face the rejection was so great that I cried on the phone. Huhu..tapi Alhamdulillah, percayalah pada Allah kan? He knows best. Awak tahu, kakak saya gtaw ari tu. Dia kate,

                “Allah knows best coz He knows ‘why’”

Sangat tepat kan? J

                So, birthday awak hari ni elly dear! Sebenarnye lately saya asek teringat kat awak. Ntah knape yang sy rase lately ade sesuatu yg related ngan awak..rupe2nye, bday awak lah!!! Ahhaha.. comel kan Allah? Dia yang jentik ingatan sy kt awak..hehe… k lah dear, panjang pulak makcik ayush ni membebel kan..nak wish awak, sweeeeeeeeeet 20~ moge urusan dalam hidup awak akn dipermudahkan Allah. Moge awak terus kuat utk trus study medic and trus kuat dalam jln Allah. Saya doakan awak akan dapat suami yang beriman lagi kacak dan kaya…haha… awak pon doakan sy jugak ye! Lol. Semoga awak akan dirahmati dan diredhai Allah. Sweetnye kalau kita boleh jumpa kat syurga nanti dengan rahmat n redha Allah kan? J Amin. Stay comel and keep on being positive k? Go elly gurl!

*after UKCAT, posing2 dulu before left for One Utama

Ni jugak sebagai balasan satu nota cinta yg awak pernah bagi kt sy dulu.. J Still remember?

Dear Ayush,

Thanks for being such a good friend. I’m eternally grateful that Allah has put us together as classmates, and hopefully, friends till Jannah, Insya-Allah.

Thanks for never give up on me, together we seek for His guidance J

*saje bagi nak gedik2 dgn Ayush. :P Sayang kamu dunia akhirat! J

~elly~

***Surat cinta saya lagi panjang kan? Yayyyy sy menang!!!!! Hahha~

*at the KTM Seri Rampai station. On the way to menyopping at Jalan TAR n Jln Masjid India ;)

Here I have a song especially dedicated for u! nanti elly dengar ‘Sahabat’ from Devotees. Ok?

You know elly? I am one of the luckiest girls in this world to have u in my life!

*this is our last shot, during graduation day. Alhamdulillah, we are IB survivors! Thank you Allah!

*alolo~ sweetnye dy! (kt kolam hippo paya wetland tyme iftar charity!)

 I just want you to know, I love you ,elly and it is true! Till we meet again k gurl!

it's my twin's birthday!

A baby girl was born on this date 20 years ago. Her name is almost similar like mine! 90% similar! I met this girl in MRSM TGB. We lived in the same block and we were also BADAR members. People often got confused with us. This made me to decide to fix my nickname to ‘Ayush’. I had created this name since I was in Mersing. I had a weird idea that it is cute to have a nickname that away from someone’s real name and surprises people when the real name is revealed! Haha. I dreamed about this in the past and I had no idea that one day, it came true.

*while listening to a talk in Dewan Bendahara, tgb

I called this girl as being my twin since we share the same name. We might share the same name, but we were obviously differ between one another in character. She is gentle, calm and very ladylike to be compared with me. haha.

 ayu kan??? :))

one of the badar's moment!

Anyways, as her birthday is today, I wanna wish her,

Dear friend,

Thank you so much for my birthday presentsssss (dah banyak hadiah awak bagi taw!) and love letter..haha. Thank you for all of your supports since we met. I hope that you will stay strong in this path- to seek for Allah’s love and in this medic thingie. Believe in yourself, honey! Things are going to be alright. Just hang in there, it is gonna be fine, ok? J all da best in this life! Live your life to the fullest, dear. Do the best in everything! Insya-Allah, we will be great doctors someday! ;) Stay comel taw!

Simply, sweet 20 to a sweet friend, Nurul Atiqah binti Mohd Yusof J

another badar's moment wth syura...in our favourite spot, Surau tgb

miss u tiqoh!!!!!!! :)))