loving somebody?

i think, it is quite obvious that, 

our feeling of 'love' towards human being is absolutely temporary. 

until insya-Allah, He meets us with our soul mate.

but prior to that, 

'liking' or 'loving' someone won't last that long. 

seriously.

in one time, u like this person. in another time u maybe like someone else. and maybe at the same time, you like somebody who out of nowhere he came into your life. 

 i realise that wedding dress always caught my eyes whenever i went to the silk store.

and latest, i went for Nagoya with my mom for some 'baju raya' (haha...so excited for this upcoming Ramadhan and  Syawal!) 

look, what i got! 

haha...

perempuan2...

i believe that my favourite programs now are 'Mahligai Cinta' and 'Nona'

especially when they talk about weddings and marriages.

well, i'm not that excited to get married honestly.

but, when i look at married couple, i always think about ONE BIG thing..

RESPONSIBILITIES. 

you want to get married now?

are you well prepared to be someone's wife or a mom?

marriage is not that simple. 

marriage is a HUGE thing.

so, THINK!

when i was form 4 in tgb, i was struggling hard with my friends to adapt with the new subjects, environment and stuffs. 

we got tensed so we loved to yell,

"Aku nak kawen!"

and some screamed, 

"siapa nak kawen ngan aku?"

and even more worrying...

"kau nak kawen ngan aku x?"

haha..

kids. immature.

i started to understand, marriage is NOT that simple.

it is about your future, a brand new life with a brand new role.