there have been a long pause, a break i took from looking at my own blog.
i refused to update anything.
i just could not do that.
helpless.
there was a moment which i called as one of my biggest
TuRNING PoINT!
i'll talk about that later on. For now, i am still thinking of MOVING ON.
Yes, definitely, MOVING ON.
i need to move on.
Since many of my buddies now are in Ireland... i cannot escape myself from looking at their pictures, the cold Dublin, the joy of being there. Abroad. Far away from Malaysia. and in Europe.
i just could not help myself from thinking..
"I have the chance to study in the UK, but I missed the chance!"
Jealousy. Envy. Uneasy.
Negative feelings started to crawl inside my mind and thoughts.
and the most dangerously, soon it will affect my heart.
Oh Allah, please make Your servant stronger to face this fate.
For now,
I AM NOT GOING FOR THE UK.
Please accept this.
Allah does not give us on what we want, He provides us on what we need.
Trust in Him. Have Faith sayang.
U definitely should BELIEVE that He loves you.
lets moving on, ayush.
be strong.
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