An apple and the cinnamoN: Reset, the niat.. empower, the effort!

Hi guys! oh, alhamdulillah i have just passed my 1st exam last week. We had our Selanjar 1. Was it hard? emm, i tell you dat, examination is always like examination. Some might be hard, some might be easy. And among all, alhamdulillah, Allah had helped us to answer. Eventhough not all, but STILL, Allah kindly guided our hand to write and allowed us sit for the exam in a good condition. And.... Allah opened our mind to at least 'tembak2' on certain questions that we became so blur. Rite?

I have been almost up to 2 months in Belgaum. And i honestly say that i am still adapting. Well, finding the REAL SELF of me..and i am very sure lots of us are feeling the same way too. I was quite worried that i will never adapt to this situation. You know, sometimes, we cannot stop ourselves from thinking,

"Why i choose medicine? Why am i in this field? etc...."

My sister told me that medic students often think something like that. They question themselves... I wanna tell myself that I GOTTA WAKE UP!

Medic is definitely not the same as the other fields. I used to have a fancy imagination that my life will be so relaxed and leisure once i enter the university life. Those fancy thingie somehow had stopped me from accepting the fate that,

MEDIC = EFFORT.

ok, that is all bot my study for now. I gotta be MORE MOTIVATED, DETERMINED and ENTHUSIASTIC bot my studies, i know, and insya-Allah, i will be working on it....

*i miss my mom....* :) May Allah bless you always!

Emmm...it was so cool that once my usrah sister shared that,

"Make Allah as the source of your strength"

-Kerana Allah lah kita harus kuat.-

In some previous usrah, we shared about Surah Al-Maun and Surah Al-Masad. There are so much to learn from those two Surahs. And i plan to write on them one fine day. ok? :)

I am grateful that i was reminded that,

WE HAVE TO PUT EFFORT.

1) We need to realise that everyday, we make a vow with Allah.

"Inna solati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillah hi rabbilalaamin."

(Iftitah prayer)

2) We have to know our responsibilities in this world is to OBEY Allah. So, put our HIGH AIM, that we want to meet Allah, be in the paradise together with the Rasul and sahabah.

3) Knowing and having a BIG aim is not enough. We have to struggle n put our MAXIMUM EFFORT to achieve our aim.

*Kadang2 terfikir, apa lah je pengorbanan kita untuk Allah? Kita selalu kata yang kita nak syurga kan? tapi, sejauh mana usaha kita utk mendapatkannya?

*nak redha Allah, tapi setakat manalah kesungguhan kita?